Back where the dogs bark,
where still life bleeds the concrete white,
try not to go too far inside your mind.

Back where the cars decide,
where the lame star limps an endless mile,
have I gone too far inside my mind?

Oh, if you were the one,
would I even notice now my mind has gone?
Oh, if you were the one,
would I even notice?

Back where the car was parked,
where the canine in the A-line stole your time,
you can only go so far for womankind,

Oh, if you were the one,
would I even notice now that he has gone?
Oh, if you were the one,
would I even notice?

Does your love only come,
does your love only come,
does he only come in a Volvo?

I'm so stressed out by the things happening that i forgot to thank all who spung me a surprise on my bday. I had 2 surprise visits.

One by MAG who pressed my door bell and appeared with a cake and candle in one hand singing her rendition of Happy Bday

and by ivy, justina, ralph, patricia, petrina, sue, roanne who also sprang downstairs my void deck with a 3 tier cake complete with POKEY, Ferraro Roche, Neon Pink Icing with almonds.

thank u guys. my heart was blushing tht day.

Blazer has not gone to a good home yet. He has been going in and out of homes so frequently, its gonna affect his whole personality. I feel so bad. I cant keep him. He fights with bella and my folks cant stand the noise and mess of 2 puppies and 1 adult.

His 'owner' had wanted him and paid a deposit. (in fact, he was the first to be chosen and sold). In the end, the owner had to migrate to US and couldn't bring him along. So after a few weeks of commando camp at my grandma's place, a couple of weeks at my place, hes off to hamhams house. Now he's off to stay with fluffie and refund until I can find him a good owner.

I dont really wish to move him around anymore but I doubt fluffie can take him for long. He's sure to go home to a whole pile of mess and stink. He put Blazer with refund IN his room since morning today. I shudder to think but I dare not tell him. He couldn't lock Blazer in his toilet cos he was making a lot of noise and it was too early in the morning.

Aiya i dunno how and what to do now. The other person who expressed interest in the dog show said she bought one already. I think its just an excuse to not come and view.

This whole Blazer thing is stressing me out.