Saturday, December 28, 2002  
Dear god,

I would like to have some rex syrians please.
Thank you.
  posted by Ackley at 7:27 PM  
i want to buy the gilmore girls soundtrack!!!!!!! after i get my pay. thts the first time i'm gonna get!
  posted by Ackley at 1:17 AM  
Do not listen to a word I say
Just listen to what I can keep silent
The only way to gain approval
Is by exploiting the very thing that cheapens me
And I stare at the sky
And it leaves me blind
I close my eyes
And this is yesterday
Someone somewhere soon will take care of you
I repent, I'm sorry, everything is falling apart
Houses as ruins and gardens as weeds
Why do anything when you can forget everything
And I stare at the sky
And it leaves me blind
I close my eyes
And this is yesterday
I stare at the sky
And it leaves me blind
I close my eyes
And this is yesterday


  posted by Ackley at 1:14 AM


   Friday, December 27, 2002  
o noooooo! my nightmare has begun!!

Nicci has OPENED HER CAGE DOOR THIS MORNING and destroyed half my balcony!!!!! o nooooooooo
  posted by Ackley at 7:44 PM


   Wednesday, December 25, 2002  
Its pouring heavily now. Cant even get to the farm today. Have to go tomorrow morning instead. I still have to go to work later at the shop~ sianness!

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hmmm seems like everyone's doing marbles! hahaa ok i shall gather everyone then we can have some marble club. We can go for gatherings and xchange ideas or marbles with one another. Hows that? Mag came yesterday and proceed to do around 150 marbles. I have so many of them. i dunno what to do with them.

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Basil n Parsley are growing bigger and fatter now. Mag is facinated with their tails. She reckons they look like mini dicks and feels like an extra finger. hehe. Parsley should be pregnant. I'm not very sure. Her tummy looks bigger and she is eating more.

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Thought of getting one. hehehehe theres one tht has the jack russell marking with wire hair. so cute. Aiya but come to think of it, my mother will nag me to death if i attempt to get another live animal in the house.

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Am playing with them more these days. Prolly becos i changed their tanks and it isnt smelly anymore. haa. Gonna start conditioning them again. I have neglected them for a few months.
  posted by Ackley at 10:34 PM  
Its pouring heavily now. Cant even get to the farm today. Have to go tomorrow morning instead. I still have to go to work later at the shop~ sianness!

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hmmm seems like everyone's doing marbles! hahaa ok i shall gather everyone then we can have some marble club. We can go for gatherings and xchange ideas or marbles with one another. Hows that? Mag came yesterday and proceed to do around 150 marbles. I have so many of them. i dunno what to do with them.

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Basil n Parsley are growing bigger and fatter now. Mag is facinated with their tails. She reckons they look like mini dicks and feels like an extra finger. hehe. Parsley should be pregnant. I'm not very sure. Her tummy looks bigger and she is eating more.

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Thought of getting one. hehehehe theres one tht has the jack russell marking with wire hair. so cute. Aiya but come to think of it, my mother will nag me to death if i attempt to get another live animal in the house.

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Am playing with them more these days. Prolly becos i changed their tanks and it isnt smelly anymore. haa. Gonna start conditioning them again. I have neglected them for a few months.
  posted by Ackley at 10:34 PM


   Tuesday, December 24, 2002  
O merry christmas to one and all who read my blog.

Was stuck at the farm the entire day yesterday becos it was raining non stop but i had a good time playing with the bunnies. Let the lops out to run and they had a good time chasing each other to death. I also had a hard time chasing them and catching them to put them back inside their respective cages. The lops are not as bad as the netherland dwarfs. I am scared to death to put them out for runs for fear of me not being able to put them back. They are sprinters! and there i am looking like an old fool chasing little bunnies all around the room. The easiest to catch are the angoras! They dont hop very fast. Angoras tend to gallop and besides they are so friendly and greedy that when i shake the oxbow hay bag, they all come running to me banging into my legs and falling backwards. HAHAHAHA. thats why i love angoras so much! Just like my nicci. She often bangs into glass walls or table legs. I often bang into dustbins and lampposts. We're just plain clumsy. *snot*

I wonder who 'kent_ridge' is in the singapore pets forum asking me all sorts of weird questions. He thinks a bunny with pedigree papers is a guranteed show quality bunny which is quite absurd. I have just merely register my bunny and its pedigree and it can still be a pet quality bunny. I guess he isnt very knowledgable. I hope he reads up more.

Kind Louis asked me for dinner last night. he prepared Herbal chicken, vegetables and HOT DOG WITH EGGS IF i go! haha. I was so bloody tired i couldnt even get out of the house after i came back. I appreciate the kind gesture. We'll have dinner soon.

I went to the ntuc opposite my house to buy some english parsley and baby carrots but alas! they had NONE! ntuc is a complete disgrace! I shall visit cold storage later to get them. Maybe off to the farm later to give the treats to the bunnies. I am getting attatched to the bunnies. hai~

Nicci is behaving strangly. She seems to hate me these days after that attempt to cut off her matted fur. She growls and boxes my hands away if i try to touch her. Usually she craves for touching and hates carrying. Now she doesnt even let me touch her. Not even when I shake the hamster food tub does she come hopping. She peeps out to see whos shaking it and if its me, she retreats! WHATS HAPPENING?!

If only she knew how much i love her.

I am sad. :( *lump in throat*

  posted by Ackley at 6:52 PM


   Sunday, December 22, 2002  
Today is gonna be a busy busy day. Working starts from 3pm all the way to 1-2am at the farm. Tomorrow is christmas eve!!! hehehe. I would like to get some carrot tops for the rabbits for christmas but I dunno where to find them. If not, i'll get some english parsley instead. Maybe i'll let eat an entire bottle of youghout drops since she likes it so much. goes crazy for it. But her ultimate craving is for chocolates. Wah.. you should see how she goes mad for chocolates but she cannot have any if not she will die. She likes vanilla icecream also so maybe i'll get some for her. Iggy just simply likes his hagen pellets. Maybe i'll see if i can get a collar with a bell. aiyaaaa.. i know iggy just wants to mate but hes so not going to get it.

I'll prolly buy up all the parsley so i can feed the rabbits at the farm also. a lilttle christmas present for them from me.

Mag and me decided we will stay home then do the marbles for christmas. Maybe cook something in between. TOo bad i dunno how to do turkey and my mother wouldnt allow me to use the oven for heavy baking. I like to bake a lot.
  posted by Ackley at 7:24 PM  
o thanks mag for aligning my blog. i didnt notice it until now. hehe. ok one extra marble for u.
  posted by Ackley at 1:08 AM  
Never would I expect a petty exchange of words between friends would escalate into a full blown war. I didnt really bother about it not becos i didnt care but becos it also affects the people around me. I know if I had retaliated, someone would have died by now. Either me or one of you and I'm sure it would never end.

I understand when one gets angry, smoke comes ballooning out of one's ears, hands tremble and shake and all negative, ungodly thoughts come flooding through your head. It happens to me. The amicable thing is when one decides not to let those negative and ungodly thoughts flow into your mouth and spew it out. Throughout this entire err episode, I think i did that. First becos i think when you say less, the sooner it will go away. Boy, was i wrong. Now it not only involves me, but feebs as well. Aiya.. i dunno what i am going to say. I am not bitter or angry. It is not right of him to go to the lengths to post in yr enetation comments thingy where you said nothing about him there. Next time no comment box better.

You should know him by now. You know he surely reads your blog and is bound to see what you write about him. You shouldnt have wrote anything there in the first place. You should know he will get all bitter and angry and surely say something to retaliate and hurt you. You should know that. Now, the hurt has been done and I cant do anything much. All i can offer u now is my friendship. Just forget about the entire episode like a drama serial.

everyone tells me this entire this is very childish. OF COS i know its childish. what am i suppose to do to make it not?

I dont want this thing to continue any longer. I thought it ended.

please.
  posted by Ackley at 1:04 AM