some people are so fucked up, I don't know what to think of them anymore.

Best is not to think of them at all.

EEE!

Mag and her mother are prolly having some kind of shouting match now. Mag said her mother wants her out of the house becos she brought some ants in. HAaaaaaaa.
Mag: just tell her: mommy, i think ure getting too sweet..

DUn quarell over ants la. Just think over it, ants are better than lizards or roaches ANYTIME>

BTW, feebs got all fussed up over wht fluffie wrote in his blog. Anyway i told her how i felt.

i have never regretted what i said or did. There's only so much one can do. There's only so much one can take. There's also only so much one can change.

Speaking of which, the only person i regretted not giving my apology is someone who taught me so much about syrians then. Ive had said things tht hurt him enough to give up all his syrians. EVERYTHING. I felt really bad becos if i didnt behave in such a stupid manner then, he would prolly have the best syrians in Sg now. he was generous enough to share with me his knowledge. Everything i had asked, he would give me an answer. I didnt even need to study syrian genetics then becos what i had was a walking genetics encyclopedia. Its sad. I'm sorry.

Maybe i was mistaken? maybe he didnt give up his syrians becos of me. maybe i was thinking too highly or myself. gee.. maybe he gave up becos he just couldnt cope with them. Maybe he found something new to keep his mind occupied? Maybe he just didnt bother anymore..

anyway, there is always 2 sides to coin.
me too.

*flips coin*

ay!

ok feeling scared like shit now. cos the Pastoral group is the first group. I hope there are many GSDs so i get more time to practice with zorg! We shall be there at 8am. and even then, i only have 1 hour to practice. thts not even enough time for zorg to settle down. Shes a loony dog i tell ya. go crazy all the time, but shes very nice and fun. FULL of character. I like!

I think tonight SURE cannot sleep. Then by 3-4pm tomorrow, i would be so tired at the show. Me and feebs decided to bring our books there to read. *All bookworms of the world unite!* I hope nothing goes wrong... zorg would be calm and composed.. and me too. Louis is getting panic-ky. Dunno real or not. Heres part of the conversation:

cloey (11:22 PM) :
if I lose tomorrow I will commit suicide
Ackley Hamstery (11:22 PM) :
wht method?
cloey (11:22 PM) :
gas
Ackley Hamstery (11:23 PM) :
wah lau.
Ackley Hamstery (11:23 PM) :
later yr face blue colour.
cloey (11:23 PM) :
nonsense
cloey (11:23 PM) :
die with gas looks the best


Hes going quite mad already.

Sigh~

Feeling depressed today. Its a gloomy day after all. I have to go to the farm then go to work until 10pm. Tomorrow is the dog show and I have to be there at 8am. I hope feebs make it in time to bring my shoes!!! Pls pls! Mag should be going if shes wakes up in time if not I guess by the time she gets there, my handling would be over. I dunno why but this time, both pastoral groups are 9am and 11am. So early like mad!!! If she comes after 12, which i am sure. She would still be in time to watch louis handle Cloey. Nap and cleopatra would be handled by different people. Terrier group, if i dont remember wrongly is at 2pm and 4pm.

I hope zorg dont sit down when i bait her! argh, so much for obedience classes!!!!

I'm 3/4 through the last mcnaught book, 'Perfect'. I'm so afraid to finish it so soon, i had to re read all sentences twice. It is such a nice nice book. Feebs. this one is a MUST read even though it isnt historical. i think it even beats 'Paradise'. Ok see when we have money, we shall go kino and go a shopping spree. Jude Deveraux isnt bad either and the book Ive borrowed is not classified under 'Romance' so its still a good read.

The dog show is on sunday, 2 more days to go. Can't wait really. i always get all excited at shows. be in hamsters, rabbits or dogs. hehe.

Basil and Parsley are doing fine. I gave them a sand bath but they went to sleep inside instead! I think they behave very much like chinchillas. Both of them are very close now, always cuddling together although still a wee bit nervous. Parsley escaped 3 times. I dunno how cos i got everything covered but i found her eventually. She was sleeping in the corner of my room.

Cleaning rabbits is a very tiring chore. I get all smelly with pee when i get back home and i cant go directly elsewhere after the farm. i have to come all the way home to bathe and by the time i get back, i'm dead beat. I'd rather lock myself in my room and read my books.

Mother has been having menopausal mood swings all over again tht has been making me nervous. I sure wouldnt like to go near her.

I'm devastated!

Ive lost 3 syrian babies a few days ago. They were just about to open their eyes!! One of my female syrians escaped and went inside their tank and killed all 3 babies. I only found 2 bodies , decapitated. Their mother was alright,no injuries or anything. I was expecting a lot from these 3 babies. A black tort, a dove tort and a cinnamon tort.

Nobody to blame buy myself. hai~

I think ben afleck is very ham and i think he is too good for J lo. I hope she doesnt break his heart. he was seen kissing her ass in the video 'jenny from the block'. *swoon

Finally, SOMEONE around me who also appreciates Miss Mcnaught books. Mag should be the most unromantic person i know. She is the practical and ahh.. i guess a realist?! She is also a bias person. haha i think the most bias person i know. Ultimate! Totally cannot be a judge or whtever. She lets her bias-ness cloud her vision at all times. hahaha.. I was kao-peh-ing to phoebe about her then phoebe said 'aiya but thts how she is' which i think is true. If she is anything less, then she wouldnt be what she is now. However, i always find her saying things that she will usually regret next year. hahaa then i'll have a good time reminding her about it

But, like they all say. people move on. I shall.

Anyways, i finally found feebs who also appreciates Miss Mcnaught like me. We think it gives us butterflies in our stomach when we're reading her books. I think after i get some monies, i shall start collecting her books. She writes romance novels. aiyaaa. ya la.. i know.. i cant help it. I just like to read her stuffs. I tried reading other authors and by page 100, i'll start abandoning it. Another author i am reading now is Jude deveraux. She is very goot also. Miss Mcnaught's friend I read. So far so good!

I bolted down to the sengkang library today cos i checked they have a book by Judith mcnaught which is 'not on loan'. When i reached there, alas! T'was not to be! I couldnt find any mcnaught books anywhere. i got distraught. I even went to check with the librarian and begged her to look for it. I told her 'if u find it, i'll be hanging around'. 15 mins later she said 'hey miss, i found it'. my face lit up then i thanked her profusely like mad. Damn happy today. I also found a Jude deveraux book. Doubly happy.

Basil and Parsley are back home with me! Basically i think they look like a giant versian of roboroskis minus the tails. I told mag their tails look a bit obscene so she suggested me calling them 'dicky' and 'dickies'. hehehe. But i think i shall stick with basil and parsley.

Not much info on them online at the moment. i guess they are 'new'. Basil tried to mate with Parsley and I think he suceeded. I dunno if its normal but Parsley had blood all over her genitals. I got worried and separated them straight away. They are also siblings but their owner, anna told me its fine if they inbreed. Hmmm. I dunno. I dont really want babies from them but I dont wanna separate them too. dilemaaa. They are 3 months old currently. Although they dont look as good as their great grandma which is the first gerbil i saw. She is really pretty, big large black eyes with a round nose and face. I saw her just now, looks just as good as before. Basil and Parsley are rather scrawny at the moment. Anna says they fatten with age. I hope their faces are a bit rounder tho. O well.. never mind. they are very appealing to me no matter what.

My colleague Jenny says they are very 'er xing' cos of their 'dick-like-tail'. I think its very cute. When they are well fed, their tails swells. When they are underfed, their tail shrinks. So fascinating like mad!!!

Everyday's gonna be a tiring day for me!!

I'm gonna get my fat tail gerbils tomorrow from ANNA! so excited! *rubs hands together in glee* I'm gonna get 2!!! YEEEEAYYY! I can't wait! I wonder what names to give 'em.
Ive always wanted my own fat tail gerbils ever since i laid my eyes on them 2 years ago when a customer showed them to me when I was working at a marina square pet exhibiton. HEHHE.

o time just zips past so fast. I still rem me selling my hamsters at marina then. Nearly sold all but now ended up with twice the number. ahh well..those were the days...

happy bunny today!