My eyes hurt.

Every day, I wake up and my eyes hurt. Today, it hurts even more. I think by 25, I'll be blind. (hopefully i'll be gone before by then)


If one doesn't have patience(like me), I wonder how I'm even gonna cultivate tolerance. No wonder I often break into quarells with people around me. I have difficuly of giving in sometimes. Whenever I feel strongly over somethings, I am like a sheep with horns charging ahead. (*i'm an ariean.... in chorus "NO WONDER) hahaa. head strong. butt stong.

I would like to thank god for giving me mag becos she absolutely cannot be bothered to quarell with me and always give in to me. Or maybe she just gave up trying to reason and argue with me.
Would also like to thank fluffie for averting his annoying-ness with me last night (*right?) by quiting on irc. yet he still cant help it by typing 'i'm stupid ..... have bad taste and uptight'. hahha.. *statement of the year* I seriously cannot help myself when it comes to things/pple i like. Perhaps sometimes, its better to keep one's thoughts to oneself but I guess for me, I would slowly suffocate and die....


Razor tongues of the world unite!
*petty pple need not apply*

HAHA thought of something!

'If you tolerate this, then you children will be next'

yay! did a new background for my blog, mag's blog and fluffie's blog. Happy!
Thanks to mag n fluffie for the technical shit which i know zilch about!.

Will write more later..

Yesterday:
Nearly didnt make it to watch 'Sombre'. it was raining hamsters and rabbits that when i reached HMV to collect the tickets from mag, I couldnt get out of tht place. Mag had to rent a brollie from Heeren info counter for me. I watched it alone, again.
It was a super film anyway, i personally liked it A LOT, better than waterdrop on rocks.

Was about Jean a puppetier who kills derive pleasure from killing prostitutes with his hands by strangulation. Then he met clarie and tried to rape her sister and her. He didnt and for some non apparent reason, he and claire falls in love with each other. But in the end, he abandons her..and continues killing girls..
Very little dialogue and sometimes the film didnt make any sense but it leaves strong images in my head. the cinematography was supererb! I liked it lots. A lot of blurry visuals. The road scenes were great. Very beautiful. Sure to be in my head for a long long time..
Whatever it is, the next film by Philippe Grandrieux, the director (i read he made documentries), i would definitely watch it.
Would like to watch it again if I have the chance.